Contention
Grateful, yes that I am still able to pen my thoughts. I’ve been missing for a while. I have a few unfinished drafts waiting for my attention. This is not one of them. I was feeling some type of way about current life events and wrote the following as it spilled out of me on a random piece of paper. I’m just going to push the button so it doesn’t add to the clutter. Peace
Experiences bring knowledge, insights and awareness
The awareness of our behaviors
the tension is elastic
stretching us
expanding and contracting our emotions
Control or release determines the climate- but does it?
The outer climate- interactions with one another are still affected
But the inner turmoil,
the tightening of the chest or the fist, versus the loosening of the tongue,
a compression wave siphoning throughout
This is what wisdom is built upon?
Weighing and gauging the reactions to one another, the final decisions redefining our relationships
Be cautious, walk circumspectly
loving one another, seeing the need of the other,
let love guide and cover us
The enemy wants us to fall apart, break bonds that bind
Don’t let a slip today destroy what years took to make
Stay focused
See through the smoke and distinguish the traps and weapons designed to deceive
and steal away
What the Lord has given us
Today, this moment,
Let peace rule in our hearts because
His love covers a multitude of sin

I’m learning to ask for what I need, sooner. I’m learning to trust that the needs are just as significant as everyone else’s. I’m learning to trust God sees me as significant and pray with more vulnerability. I’m learning to look for Him in the people who love me, and hold them to a truer standard.